1 month passed. But I still cannot say whether I am happy or not with this new environment. In addition, I feel that sometimes I cannot think properly a.k.a not focus. Why all this happened? Maybe part of the answers are because of the sins that I did. That I realized.. but haven't take any action to improve. Yeah..why la I am like this?
Readers, there must be 1001 things in your mind at this moment, right? Biarlah rahsia. I won't reveal ok. So sorry. The only hint I can give is that I keep on hurting d feeling of someone I love. Hurting heart of someone that loved me with all his heart...and someone who promised to take care of me for my entire life whatever the circumstances. I love you, sayang. But I am addicted to do what I already did.
What I did?
Whatever laaa..
I tried to change.. But everything seem futile. Erggghhh..
Readers, there must be 1001 things in your mind at this moment, right? Biarlah rahsia. I won't reveal ok. So sorry. The only hint I can give is that I keep on hurting d feeling of someone I love. Hurting heart of someone that loved me with all his heart...and someone who promised to take care of me for my entire life whatever the circumstances. I love you, sayang. But I am addicted to do what I already did.
What I did?
Whatever laaa..
I tried to change.. But everything seem futile. Erggghhh..